Thursday, May 18, 2017
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
A Small Place Slides
“You may be the sort of tourist who would
wonder why a Prime Minister would want
an airport named after him—why not a
school, why not a hospital, why not some
great public monument? (1.1)”Analysis 1:
- The Prime Minister of Antigua doesn’t want schools, hospitals, or public monuments to be named after him because tourists won’t see “that type of stuff” whereas airports are the dominant means of transportation for tourists, allowing them to be exposed to his name.
- The reader can infer that the Antiguan government doesn’t have its citizens best interests at heart.
- The Antiguan government caters to the needs of tourists rather than their own people, making sure they receive a quality (however unrealistic) presentation of the island.
- The Prime Minister believes that the best way to promote himself is through tourists who experience the impractical depiction of life and culture on the island.
Analysis 2:
- The following article by the IPS News Agency on “Poverty in Antigua” brings light to a reality often gone unseen by tourists and media
- Many people of Antigua struggle economically and the Antiguan economy is constantly fluctuating
- The article claims “there was no sign of life in the community”
- Schools and hospitals are severely underfunded, however, many tourist establishments including casinos and hotels flourish
- This ties into the false representation of the island portrayed by the government and also brings light to how little they value the livelihood of the Antiguan people rather than wealthy foreigners
Monday, May 8, 2017
A Small Place Jolah
Lonely Planet AD:
“On Antigua, life is a beach. Its corrugated coasts cradle hundreds of perfect little strands lapped by beguiling enamel-blue water, while the sheltered bays have provided refuge for everyone from Admiral Nelson to buccaneers and yachties. If you can tear yourself away from that towel, you'll discover that there’s a distinct English accent to this island. You'll find it in the bustling capital of St John's, in salty-glamorous English Harbour, and in the historic forts and other vestiges of the colonial past. Yet, Antigua is also quintessential Caribbean, full of candy-coloured villages, a rum-infused mellowness and bright-eyed locals that greet you with wide smiles.”
- Fantasy world like Disneyland
- The brochure presents a sanitized, safe, idealized, fantasy world paradise with picturesque beaches and coasts
- Still remnants of British slave trade and control over Antigua
- Racist undertone
- "distinct English accent to this island" "Yet, Antigua is also quintessential Caribbean"
- The sheltered bays only provide refuge for white British foreigners
- "Bright eyed locals" who cater to your every need
- The tourist dreamworld ignores the native Antiguan
A Small Place Quote:
- The tourism industry overlooks the actual day-to-day problems in Antigua
- Poverty, drought, corruption
- Antigua is not a perfect place. It is not idealized. It is not sheltered. It is not glamorous. It is not a fantasy world. There are problems and people are suffering.
- All of the natives are catering to the tourists for the “four to ten days your are going to stay there”
- Giving them priority over water
- Giving them the nicest beaches
- Giving them fake smiles and greetings
http://www.lonelyplanet.com/antigua-and-barbuda/introductionhttp://www.davishunter.com/home/place/Antigua%20and%20Barbuda
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
Flashback
Kevin Tyson
4/25/17
What did I do wrong. What did I do. My hands started to sweat, my mind started to race. Think Kevin what did you do. All of a sudden I hear “What are you two boys doing”. What were we doing? I know this may have been overreacting but I was scared. I guess I should explain what is going on. The day was proof that heat is unforgiving. Heat escaped the crackling asphalt as if it was straight from hell. First your tired achy feet, then to your clammy hands, and next to your head, causing beads of sweat to fall from my brow. Then I got a full view of who I was talking to. A sturdy Pasadena policeman. What did he want for me, I soon returned to the haze of my imagination, thinking about what I did. I was shocked, this cop pulled me over to give me a free slurpee from 7/11, not to start problems.
What does wealth mean to me?
Viewing everything from a safe distance. There are two Pasadenas. Below the freeway, above the freeway. I rarely visit the latter. My school is below the freeway. My home, my friend’s homes, my activities, my life. My view of Pasadena is seen through a macro lens, a unrepresentative lens, a unrealistic lens, a sheltered lens. Biking the streets of Lombardy and San Pasqual, swimming at the Langham, eating at the Valley Hunt Club, feeling uncomfortable. What does wealth mean to me? Growing up in Pasadena to a professor father and a curator mother was stable and cozy. My childhood was one for the books. I had the freedom to explore and the guidance to prosper. Now, at 16, I find these things not being enough. Security is no longer cutting it, stability is no longer sufficient. I long for adventure, a change of scenery, a big bang. Call it teen angst, but I’m no longer content with myself, and everything that comes along with that. Walking around Old Town, ignoring news of shootings and gang violence, swimming in friend’s pools. I’ve always been an open and an outgoing person, yet part of me has always wished I exuded more mystery, more enigma. Being an open book becomes tiresome when people think they know everything about you, and pushing the limits is my forte. Two stick-and-pokes, five DIY piercings, and many various hair colors later, I don’t feel any more like myself. I’m always seeking out a way to become more interesting, more cultured, more experienced. Los Angeles is a city with endless opportunities. The epitome of a cosmopolitan microcosm. But Pasadena? Not so much. Its stifling superiority complex leaves far too much room for self consciousness and a need for approval. I try to explore LA as much as I can, but with huge amounts of homework and no driver’s license, it’s proved difficult. Echo Park, Highland Park, Silverlake. Reaping the benefits of gentrification, drinking cold brew around the corner from an underfunded Planned Parenthood, calling poor neighborhoods “hipster” neighborhoods. All these places intrigue me to no end. Passionate cities with passionate people, busy and driven, a stark contrast to the botox infested, social status, and popularity-obsessed area around my school and home. Volunteering at Mother’s Club and spending more time above the freeway in a week than in my whole life combined, treating abandoned houses as playgrounds, giving a dollar to a homeless man. So who am I? Am I a stay-at-home mom with empty nest syndrome and an unhealthy Kate Spade addiction? Am I a starving artist with unshaven armpits and a vegan activist boyfriend? Am I both? Am I neither? These are stereotypes in and of themselves. Can I break free and redefine what it means to be cliche? What is wealth to me? Underappreciating the fact that I have the privilege to wallow in my shallow misery, the privilege of superficial sadness, the privilege of having space to find my way, the privilege of freedom of expression, utilized or not. Privilege.
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
HDeverell19 GOST Creative
Helen Deverell
English II
Ms. Hume
4/12/17
The following found poems are from separate chapters using words and phrases encountered in said chapter. Aforementioned poems will explore certain motifs and themes in the novel.
Death
The family, huddled next to a dead bee in a coffin flower,
watches a sunbeam crisscross in the clouds and
realizes it was lent to them too briefly.
Their over-smiling lives have a size and a shape now-
now that grief has grieved.
Now everyone was a secret,
and sad breasts sat atop sad hips,
dropping and swinging like
sad stars from sad skies.
Loss
For practical purposes,
with bombs come fear and foreboding.
Even he knows that
red-veined weeping is futile
when one cannot tame morality.
Just weigh the odds and accept.
And when he watched her cry,
he learned a lesson:
while despondence is not depression,
it is a slicked-back setback
until the day that he dies.
Complacency
Lay siege to sticky floors and
a woman’s pink pallor.
Remember to catapult scraps to
sunken bodies,
but omit contact.
Drown-able men
are already drunk,
so a stranger’s rib cage
is easier to ignore.
Life for some,
existence for others.
Luck?
Is everyone’s world a world of “nos”?
“You haven’t learned...”
“You can’t jump...”
How’s the little supposed to
know what the big isn't supposed to do?
Pocketmoney doesn’t pay for moonbeams,
it pays for heat and sweat and
the color yellow.
Sometimes, dirt colored vomit.
White is not a brownwebbed color.
White is not hot or sweaty or yellow.
White means “yes”.
Sometimes, peppermint.
Time
God leaves behind a rainbow film of gasoline
but not much else.
To some,
time is not a line but a squiggle,
and history is nothing more
than a forgotten scandal.
Some have been loved
since the dawn of time.
Thimbles, lit candles, and bell bottoms.
Even in black and white photographs,
one knows dark from light.
Cold
USE ME.
Brown back-freckles complement
pretty, easy-to-understand laughs, and
bluegrayblue eyes are dragonflies, not
mustardyellow.
Are beady eyes learned?
Can one choose how much to love?
She knows that love isn’t
given to dirty girls,
but she doesn’t know how to clean.
She knows that the better “she” drives
in a shark.
With teeth so sharp, they must be clean.
God
At what point does a purposeless
crucifix become sacrilege?
Discarded religion
lumps together
to form a Hole in the Universe.
When she died,
the space between her collarbones
made a home for fish-mouthed bats.
She’d have been a die-able age
if someone had been there
to witness her death.
Instead, she was almost swept up
like the floor-tile dirt.
Rahel
Rubyringed fingers hang on to dignity
like a white man’s tennis trophy.
Brown, cake-crumbed fingers hang on to
“hellos” like a white man’s
pressed knickers. Dirtied
bell-bottoms in wet-squelch
aren’t as bad as a beach-colored
girl whose Father Bear
wields flower vases as weapons.
Rahel was not a littleangel,
and that was the one thing she knew for sure
would not change.
Ponderance
If we weren’t sitting here watching the
unkissed toads,
where would we be?
Trapped in a coveted TV life?
Stuck between the cracks of the
untouchables and the “us”?
If we weren’t us,
would the leaf-backed man
with the painted nails
still be red and lifeless?
Or would he be hunting for toads with
two kids by a pond?
Twins
Anything can happen to anyone,
so it’s best to be prepared.
Write lists, if you must.
There’s no privacy as a two-egg twin.
Even the ghosts are watching.
Even a yellow wasp and a lizard’s blink.
Even a Communist and a chicken and a cow.
A lot can change in a day.
As a two-egg twin,
brittlewhite snakeskin
has to be shared
when shed.
Love
Gooseflesh, muscle,
veins in a paddyfield.
Skin to skin is a rarity
when love exists in shadow.
No trees grew alongside the love.
No birds circled it.
But love is only
defined by the lovers--
not the executioner.
Shame
Humiliation lives in the Heart of Darkness.
Despair dives and swoops and recites
a familiar mantra.
Full of women, full of fluid.
Full of children, huddled in a warm house,
sheltered from the charred wick and battlefield blood.
How much do they know?
They’ve seen how quickly
bravado can turn to menace.
Right and Wrong
She looked weak as she slept,
and all anger was summarily dismissed.
A fork and knife stuck out of
either side of her head, and
it became harder to tell
who was good and
who was bad.
The thimble-drinker
and coffin-cartwheeler
left their little
father/husband
for a whiter cup of Joe.
Would she still have been floating if
she had stayed?
Work
A rotating fan measures
its way around a circle.
Will an attempt at
prosperity for the masses
end in a blind date with history?
Ignorance had been served on a silver tray,
and he realized that hard work
did not guarantee success.
Offering
A rivers waits with open arms.
A necessary sacrifice.
In the end, water was what loved her most.
The monsoons had not come on time.
A tiny body,
an abyss.
River
“The God of Loss.”
“The God of Small Things.”
“Naked but for his nail varnish.”
Helen Deverell
English II
Ms. Hume
4/12/17
The God of Small Things Reflection
While reading The God of Small Things, I rarely noticed that Roy used the same phrase or combination of words recurringly across multiple chapters to add depth and detail to the novel’s greater themes and motifs. Before this creative project, a substantial portion of Arundhati Roy’s sensual imagery and subtle references were lost on me. It was no secret that her sentences and paragraphs were adeptly and deftly crafted, and her adjectival use and vivid color depictions stood out on the page. However, I was not quite able to piece together the connections that Roy clearly worked hard to lay out. I was often so consumed with Roy’s ornate and intriguing writing that I did not fully take note of, nor did I internalize, each character's’ respective points of view. I did not notice how often Roy described knickers as “starkly pressed”, nor did I realize how often Roy used “yellow” as an adjective to describe negative things or people, nor did I notice how Sophie Mol almost exclusively wore bell-bottoms. After deconstructing Roy’s imagery and piecing together her vibrant language, I began to see how her sentences, paragraphs, and chapters worked in congruence to contribute to overarching themes like forbidden love, anglophilia, the caste system, and two children’s juvenile understanding of what life is like as a person of color.
Rahel is merely one of the characters from The God of Small Things that I feel as though I understand more after creating my found poem. For the majority of The God of Small Things, Rahel seemed to me to be a well-meaning, if not slightly naive, young girl. However, after going back and picking apart the pieces of Roy’s writing, I realize that Rahel noticed more than I gave her credit for. Rahel describes adult situations with a childlike simplicity that I mistook for pure immaturity, but, over the years, she grasps a hold of important nuances that might have blown over the heads of other girls her age. For example, upon returning to Roy’s writing, I noticed how much emphasis Roy puts on Rahel’s infatuation with “hellos.” In my poem from chapter eight, I arrange Roy’s writing to read, “Rubyringed fingers hang on to dignity like a white man’s tennis trophy. Brown, cake-crumbed fingers hang on to “hellos” like a white man’s pressed knickers.” In the airport, Rahel notices that the way she is greeted is different from the way that Sophie Mol is greeted and different still from the way that the adults in her life are greeted. This realization contributes to her feeling of being “loved less”, and I had never before realized all the small details that Roy added to Rahel’s perspective to further her feelings of isolation and loneliness.
Although The God of Small Things is not a linear novel from a timing perspective, I read it as such. I read each page from left to right, and I did not often make the connections between the past details that Roy described and the subsequent events that ensued. In The God of Small Things, Roy took apart the pieces of her characters’s’ lives and reattached them in a jumbled fashion. The God of Small Things was a book that did not allow the reader to skim over anything, as each event is integral in understanding the novel as a whole. I took a similar approach with my found poem. In order to further understand the characters, plot line, and writing style, I took out chunks of Roy’s writing and reorganized key ideas in a way that made sense to me.
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